有时，相信自己是一种无形的压力

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some people i dont know leave comments in my blog.well, thank you for kindly leave any comment, bt there is something unusual.their blog pages are empty. no profile detail, no blog post. all r like that, dont think it is coincidence. so, whoever knows what is going on pls tell me. i wil appreciate that, just curious...

self

I used to have a thought when I was small: “can I be some1 else?”I imagined I was others. It was not I mimiced their actions or tones. Err, js wondered whether was it possible to feel like inside other’s body, “soak” in their thoughts, feel what they feel, sense their limbs movement. Like sharing the soul. Haha, don’t worry. I m nt “ke siao”, of coz nw I know that is ridiculous>.<

Atcually the silly thought is like ages ago liao so it is quite vague. Hardly scrabble the right words to describe the bubble of my thought travelling in air. It is just so unreal.

Need not to say, one can never feel what others feel. U may cry foul together with ur friend after hearing her mishap bt ur heart isnt broken as her; u shout in shock when ur friend won some competiton bt the joy isnt the exactly the same as ur friend.

Ok, y dig out such old story?just flash of thought, creeps into my mind. So just wanna share this ridiculous idea before it is totally vanishes in my memory. Don’t u have some stupids plan, ideas, thought, feeling… whatever when u were a kid? atc, it is nt like“ding”(imagine a light bulb above my head,haha) and pop up like that, something triggered it. . A friend said people don’t understand him, another one annoy coz the aunties and uncles keep asking whether she has found jobs (atc their concern is the source of pressure), n some1 just don’t undrstand how much I worry abt her and keep pushing my advices away. In a nutshell, others js don’t get it…

Some thoughts swim in the brain, hardly understood or barely discovered …those are something belong to only u…