Tuesday, August 31, 2010

what to do

doing math is alw simpler than designing (at least to me it is,haha). it is all based on the formula, something guide u what to do next.

life cant be calculated, it is frame-less, integrated so many factors. think too deep is suffocating, but brainless life will melt like ice cream in this reality world. oh, i really hate to think, especially something so "amorphous"

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

"piang"

the rhythm shattered,summoning the pieces of consciousness...

Friday, July 23, 2010

有时,相信自己是一种无形的压力

Monday, July 12, 2010

???

some people i dont know leave comments in my blog.well, thank you for kindly leave any comment, bt there is something unusual.their blog pages are empty. no profile detail, no blog post. all r like that, dont think it is coincidence. so, whoever knows what is going on pls tell me. i wil appreciate that, just curious...

Thursday, July 8, 2010

self

I used to have a thought when I was small: “can I be some1 else?”I imagined I was others. It was not I mimiced their actions or tones. Err, js wondered whether was it possible to feel like inside other’s body, “soak” in their thoughts, feel what they feel, sense their limbs movement. Like sharing the soul. Haha, don’t worry. I m nt “ke siao”, of coz nw I know that is ridiculous>.<

Atcually the silly thought is like ages ago liao so it is quite vague. Hardly scrabble the right words to describe the bubble of my thought travelling in air. It is just so unreal.

Need not to say, one can never feel what others feel. U may cry foul together with ur friend after hearing her mishap bt ur heart isnt broken as her; u shout in shock when ur friend won some competiton bt the joy isnt the exactly the same as ur friend.

Ok, y dig out such old story?just flash of thought, creeps into my mind. So just wanna share this ridiculous idea before it is totally vanishes in my memory. Don’t u have some stupids plan, ideas, thought, feeling… whatever when u were a kid? atc, it is nt like“ding”(imagine a light bulb above my head,haha) and pop up like that, something triggered it. . A friend said people don’t understand him, another one annoy coz the aunties and uncles keep asking whether she has found jobs (atc their concern is the source of pressure), n some1 just don’t undrstand how much I worry abt her and keep pushing my advices away. In a nutshell, others js don’t get it…

Some thoughts swim in the brain, hardly understood or barely discovered …those are something belong to only u…

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

hmm

那是一个透明的洞,平时看不见的缺口,掉下去了才会痛

Sunday, June 13, 2010

贪心

人家说知足常乐。能不比较吗?能不羡慕吗?如果,因为早上有杯热咖啡,和丰盛的早餐而快乐一整天那么这个世界就不会那么复杂了。。。