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some people i dont know leave comments in my blog.well, thank you for kindly leave any comment, bt there is something unusual.their blog pages are empty. no profile detail, no blog post. all r like that, dont think it is coincidence. so, whoever knows what is going on pls tell me. i wil appreciate that, just curious...

self

I used to have a thought when I was small: “can I be some1 else?”I imagined I was others. It was not I mimiced their actions or tones. Err, js wondered whether was it possible to feel like inside other’s body, “soak” in their thoughts, feel what they feel, sense their limbs movement. Like sharing the soul. Haha, don’t worry. I m nt “ke siao”, of coz nw I know that is ridiculous>.<

Atcually the silly thought is like ages ago liao so it is quite vague. Hardly scrabble the right words to describe the bubble of my thought travelling in air. It is just so unreal.

Need not to say, one can never feel what others feel. U may cry foul together with ur friend after hearing her mishap bt ur heart isnt broken as her; u shout in shock when ur friend won some competiton bt the joy isnt the exactly the same as ur friend.

Ok, y dig out such old story?just flash of thought, creeps into my mind. So just wanna share this ridiculous idea before it is totally vanishes in my memory. Don’t u have some stupids plan, ideas, thought, feeling… whatever when u were a kid? atc, it is nt like“ding”(imagine a light bulb above my head,haha) and pop up like that, something triggered it. . A friend said people don’t understand him, another one annoy coz the aunties and uncles keep asking whether she has found jobs (atc their concern is the source of pressure), n some1 just don’t undrstand how much I worry abt her and keep pushing my advices away. In a nutshell, others js don’t get it…

Some thoughts swim in the brain, hardly understood or barely discovered …those are something belong to only u…

hmm

那是一个透明的洞，平时看不见的缺口，掉下去了才会痛

贪心

人家说知足常乐。能不比较吗？能不羡慕吗？如果，因为早上有杯热咖啡，和丰盛的早餐而快乐一整天那么这个世界就不会那么复杂了。。。

空气洋溢着愉快的气息因为今天是阴天^.^

showing off

Recently, came across a sentence: “nowadays, more people wan to be a writer, less pepople willing to be readers”. It can be interpreted as the bloggers pop up like the mushrooms after rain, meanwhile the reading habit of the society doesn’t show significant improvement. btw, I have a flash of insight regarding the sentence…

Many covet immersing in the spot light of attention. Spreading the “news” of the good deeds done like the falling leaves of the autumn covered all over the floor; showing off how marvellous one is like banging the drum noticing all the people in unpleasent ways; lend a helping hand which is not parallel to any sincer intention , marely an inane action to prove “c, I m a good man, like the hero/heroin in the drama, having a shinning, pure heart,not dingy like most of the people” .

Those frivolous acts which will eventually lead to a fiasco. We are what we are, the extra acts to stand out the goodness are in vain. The only fruit harvested is being deemed as derisive joke. It is hideous.

Busy gaining popularity clouds the wise eyes, neglect the trival stuffs which they are suppose to be concerned. Busy to be somebody but seldom pay attention to what others’ thoughts, that is what I understand from the sentence.

Ops, am I insinuate u?he?she?or it? hmm, or myself?whatever…it is not worth to ponder. If anyone TERmakan cili n TERrasa pedas, what else can I say?.本文章纯属个人意见，如有雷同纯属巧合。。。haha

夏天

天气会影响人的心情？至少我是啦。。。看到乌云密布，微风扑面而来真让人精神抖搂. Take a deep breath. It just feels so well…hmmmm,自我沉醉。微微清风好像在耳朵嘀咕：“瞧瞧，多么多美好的事在四周，没事东东是大不了的，”那是阴天的安慰，凝聚着力量鼓舞着万物往前迈进。。。那是个人的。。。感觉？嗯，还是幻觉？随便啦。。。哈哈！！那夏天呢？

夏天与炎日画上等号。。。热！热！热！那是很多人的呐喊吧！一出门整个人就像冰人被融化似的，挥汗如雨，汗水霹雳巴啦流个不停。其实，炎日的下午散发着夏天的气息，它是另一种味道。。。你嗅到吗？

几个阿伯树下纳凉，闲聊着，摇摆着手上的扇子，发出响亮的笑声；一脸彼有文艺气息的青年坐在公园的木凳，细爵着小说的一字一句，品尝着咖啡的香醇，偶尔托一托骑在鼻梁上的镜框；一群调皮的小孩无视这繁华又复杂的大人世界，玩他们的扮家酒，射玻璃弹珠，甚至有模有样的模仿大人的语气；宅女听着有些杂音的收音机，不由自主地哼起歌，手指在桌面拍打着旋律，心想足不出门也是件美好的事啊。。。

哈哈，那些都是偶尔飘过脑袋瓜的零碎画面。。。总觉得，和夏天相应着，别有一番色彩。夏天是超热，但还是要过，希望大家都有个美好的夏天。或许不可思议的事迹将在这夏天降临，毕竟阳光象征希望。自欺欺人？或许吧。不过，坦白说我还是比较喜欢阴天。哈哈